Its been long since our last conversation you showing up in my dreams doesn't really help this situation i don't know why i keep holding on to those times when i know that was our goodbye it did not work out i get i deserved better why do i forget as for now i don't …
Tag: expectations
Untold
Those feelings deep suppressed Don't know why I feel so stressed Maybe "I'm Fine" was not enough Hiding behind was something real tough Reading between the lines Those looking eyes had all turned blind For a minute a two won't lie but wanted to open up to you those thoughts untold that feeling never for …
Lost
lost in this terrain of green yet i feel so black and grey within nothing too sad no clouds down pour i see the sky but it feels too hard to soar its long and never ending no one to look around what to do with the pretty All day long was i running by …
Cause that’s all I have
Is it really called together if you feel so alone Is it really called caring if you always find them gone This weird relation of guessing and making Figuring out all by your own you put your hand forward And there they are moving on It is not about the tension But the way it …
Holding on
I held onto the feeling of despair from the coldness of heart from all the people I met Gave them my all and I knew I was nice Deserving to be treated right less do they see this at all its about them after all maybe again amongst the wrong crowd I was looking for …
Maybe one day
Maybe one day Things would be better Better than before Worth rooting for Maybe one day That void left so empty Filled with love Would find me all peaceful ashore Maybe one day I would not fell that needThe need to chase What i was meant to lose after all Maybe one day I would …
Lost in a Loop
The clock has been constantly ticking, and with every tick of the seconds hand I feel my guilt growing as I find myself stuck within the same cycle of habits and actions. It is a new day but still it is not so different from what t was yesterday. Although I do subconsciously know what …
Healing
My wounds still hurt As I try to sew them close I leave a place To be free some more Those who cut me Talk no more Thats how it fealt Before healing my core A better paving Street that bright My room's not a mess And my eyes shine bright A little less conservedWith …
Look book
Making choices that suite me best it seems hard to put the judgement at rest a little taller a little lighter smile more wider nah ! that's not how I want loose fits long pants sleepy eyes with a messy bun like me if you do as so or it just isn't any fun. I …
Indecisive
It is either the happiness after struggle or the regret after lowered standardsIt is either the fear of losing youOr the heart breaking after it allWhy is it that what I doIs just so not enough to get throughMy dreams are shatteringBut there you are picking them up piece by pieceWhy is it I want it …